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Created on 2007-04-25 23:41:56 (#12811189), last updated 2007-04-29
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Basic Info| Name: | wishin2bsum1els |
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| Birthdate: | 1990-12-29 |
BioOkay so here is the big "411" on me. I'm Samantha, (Sam,Sammy..w.e) I'm 16 years old. I just moved to California from New York a few months ago. I have 2 sisters and two brothers- 3 of which that still live in NY. My parents are divorced and I live with my mom. My dad lives in Virginia. I was a cheerleader for about 5 years, but stopped due to the lack of confidence in myself. Speaking of which, I'm a very self-conscious person. Once I come over one of my "flaws" I find a new one to be bothered about. It sucks, but it's life. I like to party alot. Every weekend, and sometimes weekdays, I'm out drinking or doing something illegal. I think its a way to cope with my self insecurity. I have yet to find a healthy way to cope with that, but in the mean time- partying is workin! The last two years have been extremely difficult for me. I've been to the hospital for overdosing on meds, caught for drinking, doing drugs, and skipping school. My parents say that I'm a "difficult child to handle" but they dont understand how "difficult" it is to be me. I'm not going to play that whole "poor me" act, but when you have self acceptance issues, its basically hard to do anything you want without being depressed and frusterated with yourself. I have extremely high goals for myself. I plan on going to college and getting my MD. I want to be a cosmetic surgeon and open up my own practice in Long Island, NY. I don't really know how I'm going to get there, but I will find a way and hopefully over come my insecurity soon.
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West Islip High School - West Islip, NY (2005 - 2007)La Costa Canyon High School - Carlsbad, CA (2007)
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